How far have I come?

OK - I just skim read some of my previous blogs. What do they tell me?

* I am working through my childhood - painful as it is
* A year ago I was talking about pain as an intellectual realisation. Now I'm feeling it
* There's been lots I have worked through - despite how I feel. It seems more real now.
* My parents were crap, and I'm living through the hell of it again
* It impacted me, and still impacts me, greatly.