A heart felt call to God

God I love you. God I want you. God - I want to work this stuff out. Please help us. Please visit us. Please visit us with an increased (huge deluge) of grace and your loving presence. God we want you. God we want to follow you but so much has got in the way. Crap stuff, painful stuff. Past hurts. Past pains. Control. Human hands. But God - through it all I still want you.